“Sam” has been my apple of the eye for four years. I have many crushes in the office but I always come back to him. He is irreplaceable, to say the truth.
It all started when I was waiting for a friend who went to the comfort room. I was standing patiently when I saw this regular guy. When his eyes met mine, the world seemed to hold its breath. I can’t explain how. I just felt that it stopped spinning.
We became friends, thanks to “Rosa Mia.” At first, it’s hard for me to make an interaction with him. I’m not used to talking with my crushes. I try to be as calm as possible when I’m with him. But I failed big time. I can’t help but express what I felt. He wasn’t that shocked; my friends were.
Loving him makes me forget the difference between right and wrong.
For many times, I have been very vocal of my feelings toward him. I have been giving him special treatments, thinking that he will do the same for me.
But I was wrong. My feelings were not reciprocated.
I can’t force him to feel “something” for me. He can’t offer me the things I want, for I am just a friend. No more, no less. I should be contented with that.
I know that it’s hard to accept that truth. But I will try.
In time, I know I will.
3 comments:
we cannot force a feeling to grow in someone we love or like. i bet you've read that already somewhere else. we can only just enjoy every single moment we have interaction with the person we love or like. i can't relate to that instance that the world around you froze just because you met someone you initially liked haha! i haven't experienced that. that must be really worth the memory. aaww! loving him makes me forget the difference between right and wrong - pang movie line! :)
...apple of the eye??? make it watermelon, para mas mapansin... hehehehe.. :)
now, it think it's falling into the right places...hehehe...dream come true! or close to dream come true
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